I'm the Fury in Your Head

 I’ve officially met and talked to you once, seen you several times out and about at shows. The first, and only time we talked I thought my heart was going to jump out of my throat and hit you in the face. The fact that you hugged me bye after only just meeting me clouded my mind the whole drive home. It wasn’t some of that side arm hug shit, it was a full frontal hug and you squeezed a bit.   Last time I saw you I was really drunk and didn’t want to make an ass of myself by attempting to talk to you, but I’m pretty sure I noticed you looking at me several times at the show. Since then I’ve caught myself day dreaming about you, and more than once actually dreaming about you.  I don’t ever crush like this on people I don’t really know, it makes me feel silly and embarrasses me too much to even talk to my friends about it. Something is pulling me towards you and its driving me crazy. I’ve decided that I’m going to spend alot of time in the city before I leave, hoping to run into you and buy you a coffee or a beer. In 12 days I leave for 3 months and if I don’t know you better by then its going to drive me crazy until I get back. I need to know you.
I’m fucking insane. 

They are 4 blocks away from my house. Oh damnit Louisiana

But my bed is made so there I will remain